2nd ♥moody♥

long time no write a blog for myself le...
recently really dun know what i'm doing ...
isn't the things i want...isn't thing is right ...
i really can't divide which 1 is better to me ...
my frenz say me think too much le ...
isn't the true ...i dun know ...
is time to be big girl ...i know ...
but why the reality is so cruel...
y the ppl u think is true to u but isn't the true...
hw can seperate it...
who is sincerely...
i dun know ...
isn't is become stupid ...
am i do the correct things nw ...

actually nw is busy time for me...
many things no done yet..
assignment, mid term, my shop things is waiting for me ...
wait for me ...i will done it asap...

really can't think too much ...
anythings will all right de ..
i always say it in my mind ...

very sorry to my frenz..
i know ur are worry about me..
but u no ask ...bcz u waiting me to tell u...
but i really dun know how to say..
but maybe is me think too much...
dun think that i not trust u...
is actually that i dun know how to say...
i dun know how to explain my feel..
maybe juz is me emo ...
so dun worry me...

"dun worry be happy " is useful for me now ...
i wanna to start my things...
next time i will write the happy memory ...
hope that...
gambateh~~^^

1st♥miss♥

nw 6am ...
actually is morning le..
but i haven't slp ...
dunknow y ..
full of energy nw...and also wait my roommate...
bcz wan wake up her...

my first post..
recently for me is happen many many things...
i really can't acceptable...

for me, friends is important same wif my dear family...
i love them both...

i easy to trust everyone whose is true to me
but why had ppl no appreciate friends ne?
why they can 做作ne ?
why they can hurt another ppl....
really dunknow...

this really is U life ma?
why no same wif my mind de ?
very confuse it...

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i miss my home badly...
have around 2++mth no back le...
i need warm from my family...
i really found the cold of ppl...
i dunwan change ...
i wan remain myself , can?
support me , ok?

final exam coming soon ...
but no motivate to study my exam...
always skip class....

U life for me actually is wonderful and nice...
why i choose de no my ideal ne?
confuse ....

i miss my high school...
i regret no play enough...

i know i know ...
me can't always think past ...
tat is already become memory...
but memory is so nice..

tat all...

wish me all the best...
i will become better and better

i think 3 hour later , i will at the ktm go to kl...
hope me everythings is good ...